One protagonist leans toward to be the clown. he want to chose his own life by himself. but he can't do it. because he want to be seen as a good man,as one gentleman who is kind to other people especially towards his girlfriend. his real t…

In the future I will die. i don't fear death itself but I fear me to wu(there are not anything, and no concept of nothing.) Although I die, after my death also this society will continue semiparmanently. I just fear it. I just fear to lose…